REM Sleep phases... The first one...

You're waking up early... Morning, my love... let us just right now be psychoanalysts for each other... You for me... And I for you...

- Do you want to talk about it?..

- Yes... May I call you "sir" to fix importance of the moment?

- Interesting idea... Let's taste it...

- All right then... Now, sir... Today I had a very strange dream...

- Do you remembered it well?..

- I tried to break my journey right in time for not to forget... Wake up in the moment of so called REM sleep... Then memories are particularly vivid and leave the colours and smells such as they were on the other side...

- You want me to ask leading questions straight away or allow you to remember everything yourself and then specify the details?..

- This way exactly, sir... I will tell and then you will ask about everything I held back...

- I don't know if it'll work for me... I'm impatient and curious... But I'll try... Are you ready?..

- Yes...

- Let's begin then...

- I watched my beloved plant trees in the garden... He's a gifted gardener... And gives himself to his work without a trace... First, the seedlings were very small... But he watered them when it was needed, exterminated pests, it seemed, he was able to summon sun, rain and wind to help his "pets" to live light and warm... And into each of them he put the part of his soul... his mind... his heart...

- The trees were the same?..

- No, not at all... all the plants were different from each other... as much different as a cherry don't look like a plum and the apple tree like a chestnut...

- He planted them at the same time?..

- No... He planted his pets into the ground when the circumstances allowed to... Seedling was brought – seedling was planted... An then... Then happened something that he didn't expect... The trees got older and brought fruits at the same time...

- He was disappointed?..

- In some way – yes... After all, you're planting trees one by one and waiting people to taste the sweetness and ripeness of fruits from each one of them at the right time... And here all mixed up... And everyone began to say that wherever they look they see only his fruits: and on the left and on the right... this is similar to overdose with bitterness and sweetness at the same time... But that's not all... There was not very cheerful but good road led from the garden into another big world where one could come up with a lot of things to do... These fruits blocked it completely, and it was impossible to go any further... Little by little fruits petrified and turn into one huge boulder with no way to go it round...

- You tried to move it aside?

- No... We hauled our backs to it and closed our eyes to take a breath and to think about what to do next... I wanted him to not be worry... And thought up to myself that he would hear that nothings terrible has happened... and think about this barrier as necessary stop to fill up the motorcycle's tank with best fresh gasoline, check the oil and that brakes are in good working order... go to a roadside bar, drink beer and eat something very casual taking pleasure in the simple human joys... We fell asleep... Opened my eyes I saw that the fence that surrounded the garden and didn't allow going the stone round is gone... A lot of small quite different paths are running from rock barrier and each one of them could lead you where you want to be… We were sitting and watching this all at once, understanding that this is only the beginning...

- Do you liked them all or some of them beckoning more than the others?..

- I looked in the same direction as my gardener... I decided I would go his way because I believe him very much... Because within him is hidden force needed for my happiness and fullness of life... I don't care whether he would continue to plant trees or start to built houses, or maybe have some crazy bar open and each one who would enter its doors meet with his best-in-this-world smile... No matter what he will be doing, he'll do it well...

- And you won't regret your choice?

- Well, I did it already... You should always choose a person and accept along with this person everything he can offer just right now...

- And then?..

- And after, if will be once again rocks and fences, we will sit down beside them, will cure each other with talking and the most dangerous of all the methods... and will wake up healthy...

- Do you want to talk about a bit more?..

- Yes, sir... I want to talk to you about words that cure and people who know how to use these words...

- Let's talk about it right now?..

- Better tomorrow... My another favourite day...

- Why?

- There are no mistakes in it ever, and everything begins from the infinite crazy zero...


to be continued...